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Thursday, January 22, 2009

2009 fireside chat

This is the science that I know that allows me to competantly heat this house with wood.

  • Fire requires oxygen and a combustible source.
  • Hot air rises; cool air falls.
  • Insulation keeps heat in.
  • A closed flue keeps a fire from starting in your stove pipe and chimney provided that your fire burns hot enough to prevent creosote build up.

So I have a log in the fire, it is sitting atop a deep bed of embers which did ignite the log. The dampers are open to feed the fire oxygen to keep it burning until the combustible source has expired. The flue is closed preventing the afore mentioned mishap.Yet, as I write this at 12:20 am, I can hear what sounds like a roaring fire in the chimney from my room. But here in front of the fire there is no roar. There wan't much of one when I increased the oxygen intake to get the dense log to burn hotter. There is no roar now that the flames are lower. I have stepped outside to determine wind direction and velocity as I have remembered that is part of the science that I know: the flue prevents smoke from entering the home but it allows some air flow to prevent a build up of gases thus also allowing airflow at the chimney pot to drag carbon dioxode away from the combustion thus forcing additional oxygen into the mix. There is no wind.Thus I cannot account for the roaring noise. There are also no flames leaping from the roof, nor are the upstairs walls adjacent to the chimney hot with excessive heat... barely warm to room temp. And there is a cold spot at the center level of the house. The upstairs should have the majority of the fire's heat flowing up the stairwell. In addition, I am still running a space heater, tempermental though it maybe, in my room and an oil heater in the bathroom. Yet, without any wind velocity outside, there is a decided chill upstairs that the 65 degrees downstairs cannot account for. And it isn't that cold outside. Its almost above freezing; balmy compared to last week. So what is the deal? Am I doomed to spend the rest of the Winter paranoid in my quiet moments where sleep should be overtaking me and the day's cares? Or is there something wrong in my logic? Something that I am not getting? I mean for cryin' out loud, when I started the fire at 8:15 tonight there were enough hot coals to turn up to start the fire without matches. I can't be doing this too wrong. I quit feeding the fire last night at 9:30... that's almost 24 hours later.

I could have a poor wood type in the stove. But it was a dense log, not smart at all. My other choice was a grainy poplar that would have gone up in five minutes and yielded little heat in return. I guess when I make my trip to the pole barn tomorrow for more stock I will have to recheck the quality of the logs out there. Dad was always so careful about what he bought for precisely this reason. Dad may not have had a Harvard degree but he certainly knew his wood types, if not by the grain then by the bark and often the smell of the resin within the wood. It isn't likely that he bought an inferior product. So I guess I continue to babysit the fire and hope that when I get to sleep it is a quality of sleep I have not had in many nights. I believe that I owe part of my illness's headaches to a lack of caffine. Cafinating myself earlier relieved a lot of the pressure I felt in the back left side of my head. But it is conspiring with my paranoia to keep me awake. Such are the trials of those who were not wise enough to see further than a few paychecks into the future.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Well fans, I have to say I am thankful for the sunshine. I only wish that it did not hurt my head and make me more dizzy than the fever and nausea. But it is good to see. And good to feel. With the actual beams beating on the bedroom side of the roof, my room is warm enough to forgo the space heater which is being a pain in the ass.
I let it over heat once and now it is set to 75, a temp it doesn't like. If I forget to det it to 75, then a bit passed and bring it down to a respectable 67 then it runs for a few minutes and read overheat and shuts down. Good thing it can't set my house on fire but damn I wish that it wouldn't be so tempermental.
So geek chick has been absent from the internets. I do apologize. I've been a bit busy with a second job. Working for Roger and Carole only a few hours a week has had one benefit that I could not forsee... an improved sense of self worth. One of the reasons that I was offered the job is because I owe them some money. So they know that I am a bit bad with management. So when I tell Carole what things are like, she knows a good part of it is my fault. And I did tell her that there are many times I just don't care enough about myself because things never seem to change. She knows more about this situation than anyone else so when she tells me that I don't deserve to be treated like a second class citizen I can believe her. She is delightful. And from working with her, I have a renewed sense that I should be taking care of myself and that I don't have to let things get out of hand. Carole is also reminding me that no matter what your financial picture is a person has to show a graceful and grateful face to the world and the world begins in your own mirror since it is the forst face that you meet in the morning.
OBAMA
I can't even listen to these people anymore. But I also can't let this historic event happen without acknowledgement. America's strength is in its ability to remain faithful to the vision of its forebears. He spoke of unmeasureable fear growing among the people. "We have chosen hope over fear." "Unity of purpose over and discord." "All are equal, all are free, all deserve the chance to pursue their full measure of happiness." This sounds so much like Snowballs speech in animal farm. When he mentioned those whose work is obscured compared to those who produce in the limelight, spoke of the nobility of those who toiled to make America the nation it was/is... makes me think that this is the ground work for the communistic picture ACG paints.I am impressed that he almost quoted "Swing time".I hope that Science will be put back in the place it belongs. I hope that he will be able to undo the small changes that Bush made that seems to have well, snowballed.Goverment that works, not too big or too small. I can only hope that he means to hold government officials accountable, but the Blogo thing makes me wonder. "An nation can not prosper for long when it only serves the prosperous." I certainly hope this is the change that we are expecting. In the back of my mind, I hear the death march at America's funeral.Yet, I hope. I had not thought that a black man would win in my lifetime. So I hope. I know this isn't about black and white and that this can not measure his future success, but it does give me hope. He is right about one thing. This world is getting smaller and we will have to learn to live together in harmony if we are going to survive as a human race and not a bunch of scraping grasping rats as portrayed in the movies of our bleak future. If I keep thinking that nothing will ever change, I put up road blocks to imagination that says all things are possible. And that, in the end, must be what it is that blocks my artistic flow. I must have hope. I must find in myself something to believe in and then I must find it in equal measure outside of myself. I cannot stand the idea that politics and polititians can ruin the nation while taking liberties with trust and funds. But I cannot stand to think that there is no hope. So... as I always do, I will put my hope in this man's hope, his faith, his rhetoric. I will have hope that there is within him an ability to subvert the status quo in Washington while allowing them to think that he is still following their script until the last minute, when he throws the plot twist in their face. I'm not likely to hang on every word he says. I am not an Obamite like I am a trekkie. But, I have to have hope, and heart. Even if I am disappointed again.

oops

With a life like this, being sick is a disaster. And I am sick. I am the only person I here to get anything done. And I have a fever and can't keep my jello down. I still have to keep the heat going, I still have to make my own food and I still have to figure out how to work.
I work 30-40 hours a week and spend about 20 more on maintaining so that I can avoid getting sick from the hot and cold nature of my existence. I guess I didn't do so good.

oops

With a life like this, being sick is a disaster. And I am sick. I am the only person I here to get anything done. And I have a fever and can't keep my jello down. I still have to keep the heat going, I still have to make my own food and I still have to figure out how to work.
I work 30-40 hours a week and spend about 20 more on maintaining so that I can avoid getting sick from the hot and cold nature of my existence. I guess I didn't do so good.

in which I am not the techno problem

Well so much for posting tonight.The server is down at my coffee shop. THat probably means that God is telling me to go home and get the heat going. I guess it isn't a bad messege to get. But I was really hoping to have a good night to post since I have so many piling up. Plus, I got booted before I could send birthday wishes via facebook. So I guess I go home and light the fire, make some pomegranate raspberry tea and hope that STASH did a better job with this tea than the wet straw tasting green tea I bought two years ago.Or I could trundle my butt downtown to Horizon where the WIFI is free but the crowds are annoying. And damn... Beaners is playing Stitched Up from Herbie Hancock's projects album. Great song. And this begs the question I have been pondering for a while now... why is a song on the radio more likely to feel special upon hearing it than putting the cd in at home? I an listen to this anytime I want to, when I need to. So why does hearing it at Beaners send a thrilling little chill down my spine?Perhaps because I don't know anyone personally who listens to this CD. Perhaps because it is an off beat thing for Northern Michigan now that Beiderman took the smooth jazz station away. Maybe because no one would expect me to sing along with a non top 40 song the way that John and Mick go at the popular songs from their posts behind the counter. I don't know. But it is the same phenomenon I experience with Sting. I have everything but Mercury Falling and when his stuff is on the radio I pump up the jams. I don't get it.