6 degrees of Geekdom

Well so much for consistency. I wrote less in 2009 than in 2008 and 2010 doesn't look any better. Yes, I spent a good portion of that time obsessed with figuring out the knights and knave surrounding me. And in this silent time Knight Primus has gotten so close, close enough to make me think that there was no way I would be left out again, only to pull away from me again. We have a saying where I am from: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me. Yep, that's me wearing the brown paper bag over my head, chin resting on my chest. I am embarrassed to have fallen for this again. I don't know what his problem is. But it is no longer my concern. I have bigger issues.
Housing again has become a tenous concept. Stability is nothing to me now. I am using all of my powers to utilitze connections but to not much a vail. I only wish that I had the power to heal my finances. It seems that I am looking at greater hinderances than I had previously thought.

In the realm of social experiments...
Things cooled off and then have picked back up again. I may have found a more galant knight with whom I can pass my time. At least someone thinks that I am cute and cool to be around. And he is not afraid to let it show. This is by no means permanent. I am part of his healing process and he is part of my learning curve. I just hope it isn't Dead Man's Curve.

Under the auspices of crime scene investigation...
I have, as the Bible says, returned to a pile of vomit. The man who walked away with my heart and a good chunk of change, is back in my life. I can not sort out all of my feelings. But he is my best friend. My soulmate... even though we are fated to be connected only through the internet. I find that with him and his encouragement back in my life nothing seems so daunting and disparaging as I once believed it to be. There is nothing of physical substance that he can do for me. But he is a rock of emotional stability. He is a comfort. I have missed him and am so thank ful that he is in my life. Of the kinds of people that are in our lives, however temporarily, he is the best.

family trees....
Connecting with long lost relatives on facebook has taken quite a bit of time. And the time is not all frivolously spent.

So much for the updates. There is more that has taken me away from the blogosphere, but I do not have the time to get into it.