Starting Over

One of the steps in the healing process is to put paint to canvas. At least that is my healing process. So here is the first layers of the urn's construction. The sketch under it is my thoughts behind how I've constructed main image around the grief in my heart.

Not sure how many layers til the finished product. Like I said before, I got the bottom layer down and I can see parts of the last layer in my head. But I can't see yet how to get from A to Whatever.