Well it is time to do something with my skills or resign myself to mediocrity. I finally am with people who bellieve in me. Not just the new boyfriend (Hi, Sweetie) but with the friends I have reconnected with on facebook. The people who wandered away when I was distracted by the shiny new personalities haven't left me to the fates. Now that I am not distracted they have returned. I have the emotional support that I need to get things done. So there is no reason not to.
But I am scared. Everything depends on what I do next. They say you only have to change one thing... as though that makes it all ok. But that one thing they say... is everything! And the fear is right back where it was. I've also been told that if you aren't hungry enough for something you won't achieve. It is the primary motivation for being in sales. As I found out last night in a cattle call for new insurance agents. I have the right heart but not the hunger. My reserved nature isn't going to let anyone make money off of me. I don't do the hard sell. But I can get out and get my stuff in stores.
I am going to invest in a jewelery display box. I have great clothes for interviewing so that means I have great clothes for being my own rep. If I take my stuff to the shops now, get them on to the stores before Christmas I might make enough of a name to keep people coming back next year. If not it is there before the shopping season hits full swing.
And as my art goes? I have the connections. Why am I not making them?
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