So another thing I am grateful for is ACG. With my ever dwindling circle of confidants, he has been a good and constant reminder that while life may suck... I don't as a human being. Sure I have my off days. But that is just the off days. We've pretty much declared each other as siblings. And I have to say, you couldn't ask for a better big brother.
And third on my list is resiliency.
I somehow bounce back no matter what happens. I know that the only thing that I am truly afraid of is the fall and possibly breaking my neck when I stumble. But I always end up rightside up and facing a better direction than perhaps I was facing before. So I guess I won't freak out about so much any more... so I'll try not to freak out.