I wish is were only a catchy lead to a post not at all about weather. But the truth is, I drove in the snow as it plastered itself to my windshield. The sky is a flat dull grey spitting snow and at times. drops of water so fine that you are not sure it is raining at all until it runs down into your eyes from hair that just couldn't hold back the deluge.
It is Spring. I want to sunshine and warmth. All of this grey is making me sadder. Somehow I have forgotten how to handle depression. Perhaps because I was so busy with the BF last year that I didn't have time to notice my feelings. It felt good to be depression free for a while. But I am going to pay a terrible price for that ignorance.