I am looking for work again. I still have my job. But it is even more clear to me now than it ever was before that I belong somewhere else. I am definately over qualified for what I do. Despite the fact that it could be the best use of my inate abilities to organize, and design a useful, ergonomically efficient space, that is not how it has shaken out. It is a mind numbing job and the social network is not on parr with my personality. I have been trying to fit into the wrong shaped hole. No matter how gently to try to reshape things to fit it will not be reshaped. It just isn't where I am supposed to be.
I don't know where I am supposed to be. I know that the right small little business would be better than a big one. I know that I can be given a task suited to me, left alone to get it done and everyone would be happy. I know that I can talk to just about any kind of person out there and I am a good hostess, so reception might not be too bad. I just don't know where those jobs are in my area.
Oh well... I just have to keep turning over rocks until I find what I am looking for.
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