I know that you have to know what you want so that the Universe can correctly fill your order in a timely fashion. I also know that when you aren't specific you run the risk of getting the left overs from the last cosmic firesale, a grab bag of neurosis. Doesn't that then impede the mystics favorite toy Serendipity?
We draw lines in the sand all the time. There are boundaries that show respect. There are boundaries that dare us to be bold and step up for a smackdown. These we must approach with caution because pain isn't fun. I get that. I TOTALLY get that. But then there are lines that we draw for protection that isolate us from good things as well as bad. I think back to no pic guy and I am sad for him. His whole profile is guarded. he is afraid of being trampled on. As I have said before people suck. There is no constraint to the ability people have to suck. Sucking transcends race, religion, political affiliation and famlily ties. He wants a good Jewish girl because she won't turn on him. Why can't a Jewish girl turn? She's still a girl. It isn't her religion and the depth of her faith. It's the quality of her person. I would say it's in her sign. I am an Aquarius. You'd have to beat me black and blue and break a few ribs at least twice to make me turn on you because I am as loyal as a dog that could love even Hitler. I keep coming back for more. Which would be why had such a hard time recovering from the 10 year reunion incident.
If ACG had kept to his no pics rule then I wouldn't have a great blogging buddy that also thinks Animaniacs surpasses Bugs Bunny. (I inferred that. I may have been mistaken.) I would still be a disconnected geek lurking on Wheaton's blog and trying to connect with other posters. Which I still do. But only becausee I feel the calling for all geeks to unite. (We will take over the earth. It might be a burned out shell but it will be ours.) And if I had responded to him as I had the Brit and No pics guy then I too would have lost some one truly wonderful. I don't know where it goes from here. But at least there is a somewhere to go.
And isn't that the point of living? To get some where with a bunch of some ones?
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